Monday, 14 September 2015

Why does this feel so far away...

I've been in a major funk for some time now.
Not the groovy kind either, try moving 4 times in a year and a half, working 2 part-time jobs + my association + other people's music projects +my music, to now working 1 full-time job + my association + other people's music projects + my music = K.O.

Boom.

There, said it. I'm officially getting overwhelmed and it's not like my life ever was a field trip either.
My Aquarian pride seems to often forbid me from calling out for help to others, which makes me, a loner.

I feel a tad jaded to be quite honest with y'all. What lesson have I failed to absorb?
Still brainstorming for that answer...

Life goes on as we say, and so, I focus back on the daily tasks of the day. Work, cooking, cleaning..
A perfect housewife some have said, but I don't want to be a housewife.

I want to be free and I want to sing for people.
Good thing I got cooking skills, it's one of the few ways I tend to cheer myself up, eating yummy food I make lovingly for myself.

Rant over. That is all.


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